Hey you guys! Hope you’re all chillin. This week was pretty neat! I’m doing good. I’m learning a lot about life and about myself. It’s pretty neat. Still feel like I can be doing so much better. I wish I could be the perfect missionary. I’m still a little sad that it’s taking so long to get a baptism haha. Missionary work is so hard. It’s honestly brutal. Not for the reasons I thought, but it’s tough. I just wish I could be as good a missionary as Jesus Christ was and is. That’s why I repent daily though I guess. This email is as follows----
The Arch
FOOD
Dolores and Clayton
Lunch party accident
G.O.A.T.E.D. facebook response
Book of Mormon full of cash
Bee War
Spiritual Thought/Rant
So last P day after my email me and the boys went to the arch! It was truly awesome. Before the arch we went to a chinese place for lunch. Since I had genuinely authentic chinese food for two weeks while I was in china, I went for their most americanized item - chicken tenders with fries. It was quite tasty. Also while we were at the chinese restaurant one of the elders was backing his car and since we always have to back cars literally all the missionaries there came out and backed the car. It’s the most legendary picture ever. I’ll attach it. Anyways, as far as the arch, I didn’t even know you could go inside so that was cool. Underneath the arch before you go in they have a museum and there was an 1830 edition of the Book of Mormon in there so that was dope! On top of the display case I left a Book of Mormon for someone to grab. Me and Elder Pugsley rode up in the arch together which was weird. We’ve been speaking a ton of ferb latin. One of the other Elder’s pulled us aside and said he was losing his mind and that we needed to either stop before he sent himself home or teach him. So, we’re teaching him! And he’s getting decent. We told him we are down to start giving him language lessons. But yea ferb latin is goated. Oh also from the top of the arch, we could see tent city! It was so sick! After we left the arch we were leaving and this homeless lady asked if our group wanted a photo. We were like “sure” but she secretly just wanted money so after the photo she was basically like “gimme money” and we were all just like
. Because, as a missionary, you aren’t allowed to give or receive money (another story about that coming up soon haha). It was SO AWKWARD. We all just were looking at her at a loss for words. Also I’m pretty sure I’ve seen her at tent city, which made it even more awkward because I don’t want to offend any of its members. Maybe if I had told her that I know the governor of tent city she would have been cool with it. But it was really awkward because a bunch of us had bags of stuff we had bought in the souvenir section, so we obviously had money. I wish we had just told her we literally cannot give people money but instead we pulled the “sorry I don’t have any cash on me” card. She walked away pretty upset. I did offer a card so she could get in contact with us and I told her we could get her some food and toiletries through the bishop's storehouse but she didn’t seem to really care.
Boy I’m gaining weight so darn fast. The other day after a big meal I was at 166. That’s INSANE. I was literally at 135-140 when starting online MTC. But, I am Literally gaining weight so fast. So that’s cool. I eat a ton. During the course of one of the days this past week, I ate a bowl of honey bunches with strawberries, potatoes, roast beef, carrots, a bowl of ice cream, a footlong subway sandwich with everything on it, a full plate at panda express, two things of gatorade, a couple bottles of water, a big bag of chips, milk and oreos, pieces of a cookie, bowl of rice and beans, two pieces of pizza, a slice of cake, and probably more. The sad thing is that I would be eating more but I don’t have time. Also I know that sounds extremely unhealthy but don’t worry bout it. Also we get fed so much that our fridge/freezer is full of cake, ice cream, and lots of other tasty snacks. If this was at my house back home, all of that would be gone within the hour, and several kids would still probably not get anything haha. So it’s been sad recently that we’ve had to throw some innocent food away to make room in the fridge. But yea, I’m fine. I’m not fat, it’s just filling me in. Everybody used to call me a twig so I’m making up for it haha. I asked Elder Bowles what he thought about my build and he said “you’re not fat, but you’re not skinny, and you’re not ripped, so somewhere in between all of those”. He said I don’t not look muscular though so that’s cool. But yea that’s exciting. The other day we were on a zoom call and I was eating cereal or something tasty and one of the sisters on the zoom call mentioned that my first name is “ethan” because I’m always “eatin”. I wasn’t sure whether to be flattered or offended by her comment so I just ignored it and went for another bowl of cereal. Also I was eating the other day and Elder bowles asked if I breathe in between bites. Also the other day we were on a zoom call and some sister missionaries on the zoom messaged us and said "stop eating so fast". Oh dang that also reminds me of my first zoom call with my MTC district where I was eating and one of the Elders chastened me for eating on the call.
So this week we met with a guy that we had met up in tent city again! He is seriously so dope. Me, Elder Morgan, Elder Pugsley, and Elder Powell went and played frisbee with him. Also and I haven’t said this yet in any of my emails, but I’ve played quite a bit of sax out here. Long story short, people found out I played and I got a horn. My parents sent out my mouthpiece. But it’s been super good. I only use it for the gospel so don’t worry. Like a facebook video or something. But anyways our friend Clayton who we met with does music for a living so I brought my sax and we jammed for a bit. The whole goal of it was just to build a strong foundation which I think it worked. After we played frisbee and jammed, he kinda bible bashed with us haha so that was alright. BUT, the super cool thing is that he’s literally reading the Book of Mormon. He’s studying it, and we all know what happens when you study the Book of Mormon haha...so hopefully he keeps it up and gets baptized haha. Either way, he’s such an amazing dude and his scruff beard is so sick. Oh and then after the lesson with Clayton we had to give a ride to Elder Pugsley and his comp to another lesson because they don’t have a car. It was with this lady named Dolores. She’s awesome. I was sitting next to Elder Pugsley and the four of us taught her the restoration. He totally bombed the entire lesson! Haha just kidding no he did great. I was actually impressed with his teaching ability. But yea Dolores was awesome and she has a really sincere desire for the truth. Before we even taught the lesson I told her that this really is what she’s been looking for, but not to take our word for it and just ask God herself! So we’ll see what happens with that.
So this past week we also had a get together with like 5 zones at the cemetery we've been doing service for the past couple weeks. It was wild. Literally most of the mission was there. SO MANY MISSIONARIES. From the distance it looked like a funeral haha. white shirts, dresses, and tons of tombstones. But it was lit. Oh funny story. So Elder Pugsley has these shirts called And Collar. They are basically waterproof. I’m kind of obsessed with them btw. But I don’t have them. Anyways, they literally are waterproof. The other day I dumped orange fanta on Elder Pugsley's shirt without him noticing and it just rolled right off! He felt the pressure and turned around to me and saw the massive pile of fanta on the ground haha. Anyways, I saw another Elder me and Elder P know named Elder Hillman, and I saw that he also has And Collar. So, he let me dump some water on his shirt and it bounced right off! It was so sick! Then he was like “I have the And Collar pants too” so he let me dump it on his pants! Well, not sure what went down exactly, but those pants were NOT waterproof. I totally just dumped a bottle of water down his frontside and it looked like he just peed his pants. I was laughing so hard haha.
So a good chunk of my time has been spent on facebook. Lots of people rage at me because I’m a satanic “marmon” and it’s pretty hilarious. On this facebook group I posted something saying that I have free Bibles I’d be willing to give to people and this one lady commented. I’ll attach the photo. And I absolutely destroyed her with my response haha. Me and all the Elders were laughing quite a bit.
So the other day we did a service project for some of my new favorite people on the planet, the Petersons. Nicest people in the whole world. I could talk about them all day but that’s not the point of this story. So for our service project we were moving stuff from Brother Petersons old office into our van and then to this lady named Sarah’s house. We packed our van (her name is Deb) so full of boxes it was insane. Still cannot believe we fit it all in there. But after we dropped the boxes off at Sarah’s house, we were walking to our cars, still on her lawn. She then pulls out this fat wad of cash and is like “thank you guys for your help” (she’s a non-member by the way).. Well, we can’t take cash. We all just stood there as she held the wad of cash. Then we started to drift off. It’s like bug repellant. I literally started kind of moaning and shrinking to the side and looking down. All of us were uncomfortable. Nobody would take it. Then again she was like “no seriously take it”. We were like “we can’t”. It was so awkward. It was like a good 15-20 seconds of her saying “take it” and us just like “uhhhhhh”. It was sooo awkward. I was cringing so hard. Then finally she went in for the kill and tried to put the cash in Elder McConnells pocket. Elder McConnol had his hands out in front of him just as he was talking, and she shoved the cash into his hand. It was so awkward! But we had the cash and we couldn’t just give it back to her. Then in the car, we saw how much it was. FOUR HUNDRED AND FIFTY DOLLARS CASH FOR MOVING BOXES FOR 2 HOURS. We were all like “aghahaghag” because maybe if it was like 5 or 10 bucks we would just use it for gas or something but what the heck are we supposed to do with 450 dollars?! We can’t take that!
But, we were meeting back at the Petersons office for lunch. So, on the way there, I took a Book of Mormon and used the several bills she had given us as bookmarks for our favorite scriptures. We scattered the “bookmarks” (450 dollars cash) throughout the book at our favorite parts and left a little note in the front of it saying “this Book is worth more to us than anything else”. The whole plan to give her the Book of Mormon without her knowing that there was 450 dollars in it was difficult. Like really difficult. To sum it up briefly - elder bowles and mcconnell grabbed it and at the end of lunch said “hey here’s this” and then we all skrrted out of the office as fast as possible in fear that she would realize the money she had given us was hidden in the Book of Mormon. We literally sprinted out of the office. It was so stressful. We slammed the elevator button but it was coming so slow. Then we heard the door down the hall open. We thought we were about to see her in all her fury sprinting down the hallway holding the 450 dollars cash and saying “TAKE IT”, but it was just some other dude. But, it was still terrifying. The elevator took so long, but eventually we made it out alive. My heart was POUNDING. Anyways, that’s my story of giving a lady a Book of Mormon with 450 dollars cash used as bookmarks for favorite passages. (:
If she gets baptized that will be freaking legendary. We’re gonna call her next week and try to set up a lesson. She’s an amazing lady with a beautiful family. Would love to see the joy of the gospel of Jesus Christ in her life!
So the other day us and some other Elders did a combined lesson with this super awesome guy. His house was 30 minutes in the wilderness. I’ll attach some pics, but seriously it was so pretty going up there. It felt like we were in the mountains. It was just a long drive full of winding roads and fall trees. Super gorgeous. I snapped some pics that I’ll add. I felt like a country boy 🤠
Anyways but since we were teaching outside in the wilderness, we were under attack. Or at least I was under attack. I wanted to participate, but there were these bees flying around that scared the heck out of me. I couldn’t help myself. Every time one flew by I would jump up out of my chair and sprint out of the area. I felt like a coward haha, but hey I couldn’t help it. I remember many moons ago during my days when I was able to speak with members of the opposite gender, being on a date where we went on a hike. Several times a bee or something would fly at me and each time I would just full on sprint back down the trail. There were a couple times where I just totally dipped and left my date. And yea she was super impressed with my bravery and manners. And no that relationship didn’t work out haha. Rip!
But anywho, It was quite embarrassing. The bees would fly at me and I would sprint up and out of range, and every time I did the guy we were trying to teach would start laughing and it would just interrupt the lesson. I started interrupting so much that I decided just to stop sitting in my chair and walk around. So while everyone else was sitting in a circle of chairs, teaching and trying to invite the spirit, I was literally running back and forth behind them for a good hour. I was absolutely miserable. Also the guy's dog kept coming up for me to pet him. I made the mistake of petting him the first time so we became “friends”. I’m just not a dog person. He would come up with his drooling mouth and offset eyes and would just stare at me until I’d pet him, and if I didn’t pet him he’d get closer. Reminded me of my little siblings a bit. His breath was also extremely bad so I was grateful I had a mask. Haha that also reminds me of my little siblings. Rip! I love you guys! But anyways, basically it was over two hours of me running in circles looking like an idiot because I’m absolutely terrified of bees, and then the dog coming up for me to pet him. Not to say it wasn’t a good time, I just feel bad because I was ruining the discussion. But they were all good sports about it. The guy we were teaching is such a redneck haha he’s so awesome. The man was clapping bees in his hands like they were mosquitos! It was terrifying! But I had huge respect for him.
There’s tons of other stuff that happened this week, but those are some of the stuff I think you all might enjoy. So now for some spiritual enlightenment. I didn’t really mention this in my email, but we did do a lot of teaching this week. Mostly to members, but still a lot of teaching. Yesterday we did some weekly planning and it kind of blew my mind looking at the giant list we have of potential members. All people that I’ve just talked to at the park, store, etc. Just having the courage to speak to them. I’m still not perfect at it, but I try. Like the other day we were walking outside of walmart and I said hi to this guy and he responded with “hola” so I got super hyped! We talked in spanish for a minute or so and then I totally just got his number like it was nothing. This was another skill I got in CA, just getting people’s personal information without them really knowing what’s going on. So I got his number and we’re gonna try to set something up with him later. So that’s neat. Also my spanish is doing really well! I haven’t done the best job of studying every day but lately I’ve gotten back into it some more. I’d say right now I’m at the point where I can carry any conversation just fine. Like it’s going really well. I just want to expand my vocabulary. Like when I talked to the guy at walmart (jose) I didn’t have a problem talking to him and everything just came spilling out which was great. I only wish I had more opportunities to have conversations with people in spanish. Anyways, the point is, it’s been cool to see us actually being busy. I just don’t see how I’m gonna get from talking to people to baptizing them. It’s just really hard. Missionary work is so hard! Why don’t people just accept the gospel? That reminded me of a video that my brother Joseph and friend Talmage shared with me in CA called “Missionary Work and the Atonement” on youtube. They told me it was gonna hit hard when I was a missionary, and it really did. You should go listen to it if you want haha. But that’s been difficult for me.
Dang I have so many spiritual thoughts I could share. As far as the mission goes, nothing super insanely spiritual has happened yet, but I’ve had some super awesome personal studies. I’ll just share something I came across during personal study that I shared with a couple members already and that I think is pretty neat.
So 3 Nephi talks about how Nephi was able to do so many miracles and how the people were angry with him because of it. It says in 3 Nephi 7:18:
"18 And it came to pass that [the people] were angry with him, even because he had greater power than they, for it were not possible that they could disbelieve his words, for so great was his faith on the Lord Jesus Christ that angels did minister unto him daily."
This is so powerful! Basically it's saying that if our faith in Jesus Christ is strong, then we can receive the daily ministering of angels. And if our faith in Jesus Christ is already strong, that means that angels are ministering unto us! Seen or not, they are there.
It’ also been hard for me to see all the trials people have going on here. I’ll talk some more about these people in later emails, but it kinda breaks my heart looking at the trials God has given some of these people. But, like it was said in conference, the trials we experience are to test us, and see if we will choose to follow Jesus Christ. Although some of the people I’ve talked to have really hard things going on in their lives, they have a peace of mind because their foundation is on Jesus Christ! That’s what our foundation needs to be built upon. You look at the first chapter of 3 Nephi and all these “signs and wonders” are going on, but people aren’t believing them because their foundation isn’t on Jesus Christ. It says in 3 Nephi 2:1-2
“...the people began to forget those signs and wonders which they had heard, and began to be less and less astonished at a sign or a wonder from heaven, insomuch that they began to be hard in their hearts, and blind in their minds, and began to disbelieve all which they had heard and seen-
Imagining up some vain thing in their hearts, that it was wrought by men and by the power of the devil, to lead away and deceive the hearts of he people; and thus did Satan get possession of the hearts of the people again, insomuch that he did blind their eyes and lead them away to believe that the doctrine of Christ was a foolish and vain thing”.
Man, this hits hard. Satan drives me crazy. All these miracles are happening and people just aren’t believing them because they are stupid. It’s just so sad! The same is in our day. There are so many freaking miracles going on left and right, all around us, and people choose not to believe them. Satan tries to convince them that it’s “wrought by men and by the power of the devil”. Look at the church. It’s the same way. Satan tries to persuade people that Joseph Smith was satanic, the church is satanic, missionaries are satanic, the Book of Mormon is satanic. Wake up people! Look at the good the Gospel of Jesus Christ has done for YOU! Every good thing I have in my life has come directly from living the commandments of the Gospel. Everything. Even my 243 bowling score came directly from the Gospel. Actually, prolly not. But maybe. Point is, the gospel brings so much good and so much peace, and people walk away from it because they are lazy! They just don’t love God or the Gospel enough to put in the work to be happy! It breaks my heart! I hate talking to people every day about the gospel and we’ll be like “did you read the Book of Mormon” and they’re like “ohhhh haha no sorry I was busy” and I just want to scream “WAKE UP PEOPLE! THIS IS SALVATION! THIS WILL CHANGE YOUR LIFE! YOU HAVE THE TIME! WHY ARE YOU SO QUICK TO CONFORM TO THE WORLD BUT SO SLOW TO FOLLOW THE GOSPEL!”. Sorry about the all caps. But I’m kinda raging inside. I just want to slap the entire world spiritually and get them to see what matters most!!!!! If the prophets in the Book of Mormon could have written in all caps I’m sure they would have haha. But I am just so so sad for people who walk away from the gospel because they have one question that doesn’t seem to add up so they abandoned everything that they knew to be true. You guys, stop playing around. You KNOW this church is true. I know that you know it. If this wasn’t the kingdom of God on the earth, you would not be here!!! You KNOW that the Book of Mormon is true! Why do you try to talk yourself out of something so good and so wonderful? Why are you (as nephi says) “swift to do iniquity but slow to remember the Lord your God”? I just cannot believe how much patience Jesus Christ has with the world. We are so wicked, so pathetic, and so slow to keep the commandments. His reward to us is ALWAYS greater than the cost. I could go on forever haha but I’m actually going bowling soon so gotta wrap this up. But you guys! Don’t let one little question you have about the church ever keep you from leaving the gospel. This is the tree of life, this is peace, this is comfort, this is joy. In the coming days, you can NOT have one foot in and one foot out of the church. You gotta be all in or all out, and all in is the way to go. It’s like president Ezra Taft Benson said “Only the gospel will save the world from the calamity of its own self-destruction, Only the gospel will unite men of all races and nationalities in peace. Only the gospel will bring joy, happiness, and salvation to the human family.”.
You guys, everything you need is in the gospel. Answers are everywhere! But the Lord is not just gonna give it to you if you don’t struggle for a little bit! We are here to struggle! We are on earth to have questions! To be tested! Ether 12:6!
“Faith is things which are hoped for and not seen; wherefore, dispute not because ye see not, for ye receive no witness until after the trial of your faith.”
Be grateful for the trial of faith! It is what’s gonna get you a strong and lasting testimony anyways! I promise you that this is a test, to see if we will choose to follow JESUS CHRIST like we said we would premortally. The answer seems obvious to me. It’s a bingo! JESUS CHRIST. Why don’t we all just follow Christ? Why is it so hard? Why don’t people just embrace the gospel they know to be true?
I don’t really know the answer to these questions, but I do know that life is a test. Don’t be the person who realizes the Gospel is true at the last second. Be the person who always knew! Do you guys know how many people are just dying to know what you know!? That’s also what’s hard about growing up in the church. People get so accustomed to the amazing environment of the church and the gospel. They are always feeling the spirit, so they never really have the opportunity to see how bad and sad most of the world actually is. So, some people leave the church and attempt to find something as good as what we have here: but they do not find it. There is NOTHING else on this earth that will bring the peace and joy that the gospel does. Don’t go trying to find something better, because you wont! Truly! You will NOT. Don’t waste your time and leave the tree of life to find something that’s non existent. Sure there’s truth outside the church, and here and there you may find something that makes you feel good, but you will never be satisfied, because the fullness of the Gospel of Jesus Christ is right here. You’ve already felt it. Don’t leave it. Don’t talk yourself out of something just because it seems too good to be true.
Man I could really go on forever, but I gotta wrap this up. But you guys, please please please remember that the gospel is where you need to be at. I’m ranting at you guys because I’m too scared to start raging at the people we’re teaching haha. But a testimony of the gospel and the truthfulness of all this comes from the Book of Mormon. Cheesy answer, but so dang true. The other day I got so fired up with my testimony of the Book of Mormon and so annoyed at the world for not believing and accepting these things that I totally ranted in my journal. This is what I wrote:
“The Book of Mormon is true. Let it be recorded on earth and among the angels in heaven, that I, Ethan Kimball Wride, know without a doubt that the Book of Mormon is true. Anybody who is questioning it’s truthfulness is not diligently or prayerfully studying. They are spending more time with the things of this world than with God. If you want a testimony, READ THE **** THING! Stop complaining to God that you need answers when you haven’t done all YOU can! The Lord wants you to feel it’s true, but he’s not just gonna do it if you aren’t doing your part. Stop being lazy, and go read. You know it’s true.”.
You guys, I know the Book of Mormon is true. It is SO OBVIOUS to me. I know it in my mind, and in my heart. Logically, I know it’s true. I mean, come on. Translated in 60 days? Joseph Smith had no education? It’s written in the style of different authors? 11 witness testified they saw the plates their entire lives even though six of them left the church? It’s a no brainer. And then reading it, you really know that it is true. You feel it. When I read the Book of Mormon, I am filled from head to toe with the spirit. And I hear it all the time where people are like “oh well that’s just your brain sending good vibes” or something like that, but it is SO MUCH MORE than just a good feeling! You don’t just get a warm and fuzzy feeling and leave your family for two years to preach about a book. And then look at those in early church history! They read it, felt it was true, and then from a worldy standpoint, ruined their entire lives because of it. They were driven from place to place, treated as outcasts, and many were killed. So much sacrifice and for what? A Book? It’s not just a good feeling you get when you read the Book of Mormon. It is the Spirit of God testifying to you that what you’re reading is true. Believe that you guys. Don’t talk yourself out of something just because it’s too good to be true. Reminds me of a scripture I read the other day and just loved.
Mosiah 4:9
“Believe in God; believe that he is, and that he created all things, both in heaven and in earth; believe that he has all wisdom, and all power, both in heaven and in earth; believe that man doth not comprehend all the things which the Lord can comprehend.”.
I could go on for hours about why I know this is true, and I can shove information at you guys all day, but at the end of the day, it comes down to whether or not you are willing to do the work to obtain that testimony. Nonetheless, take my word for it. It is all true. I promise that it is. If you’re struggling with your testimony, rely on mine, or the other several million people in the church who know of the surety of these things just as strongly as I do. And, in time, you will also get your testimony. The best thing you can do to receive that testimony today, is to read from the Book of Mormon. I promise you, as a representative of Jesus Christ, that as you do so, you will feel the truthfulness of it both in your mind and in your heart. And I say these things in the name of Jesus Christ, AMEN.
Sorry that I kinda just went off. Had to get that off my chest. That’s just how I’ve been feeling lately. But anyways, doubt anybody made it this far but if you did, you deserve a gold star!
I hope you all have a fantastic week and remember what matters most is right in front of you. Don’t let it pass you by!
Love you guys! Stay sober!!!
and oh, I ate a mountain lion. A member hunted and killed it and then fed it to us. He also had it stuffed so we got to take a picture with the mountain lion we ate haha. So that was neat.
Enjoy.
Also, and I say this every week, but I do not even remember what I said in this email. If you are offended by anything I said, I sincerely apologize haha. I kinda just write whatever pops into my head each week but I will do better. Thanks guys!
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